About two years ago, we would spent our time at Gaston Park, (it is a park surrounded with Bermuda grass) practicing flairtending for our individual and dual presentation in which we're expected to "flair bartending" in both mock tail and cocktail mixing. During those time, we met this particular boy. He's maybe around 10 years old. He became our errand boy, he do this and that, buy these and those and also became a keeper of our stuffs (broken bottles in peculiar), he threw our garbage and in return we would give like 5php or 10. Often times also, we asked him to buy empty bottles and water. I don't know why he's okay with that, but one thing for sure-he enjoyed being with us. Maybe also because he's bored or something, he had no one to play with, he's stuck watching their little place selling candies and cigarettes along the streets with her mother. And so, he would do every thing for the love of having just fun even for a short period of time.

-kid in yellow-

-the only kid in the group-

Every moment we had practice, he'll just stand and watched us do our thing, observing and somehow learning. At times when we're having break, he would borrow our things and practice for himself. It's annoying actually when he go overboard, like, although with permissions, touch our things and all. But seeing him really tried so hard to blend in, it weakens me. He's just a kid, and I do understand that all he ever wanted was to have fun and have friends..so, that's it. We just let him do and practiced that whole time we're there..

- don't have a picture of him practicing 2 years ago, but I'm telling you, he's so good now. ^___^

there are students looking at him there but I only get the focus on him, so, I can't proved you that every one's looking at him. haha!

he's tossing 3 bottles (2 wooden bottles and 1 breakable)

he really amazed me.

Now, every time I stopped by on their post, it makes me smile..and wished that someday, he'll be someone he really wanted him to be. And I wish every street kids the same way. Although, I'm not really sure if he goes to school or not, but, still. I wished him the same. He's a good kid, and I wished him nothing but the best :)

I just got home from my Culinary Arts (Indonesian Cuisine) subject today and mind you, you can never imagine how tired I am. My head is in pain, my feet, it's killing me. I don't know what to do. No! I can't decide what to do. I don't know if I'm hungry or thirsty or both? I wanna sleep but I can't. I have commitments today :( ugh! I just need a hug T_T
-joke ^_^
later I will share to you about this kid two years ago who used to be our "runner" when we were practicing flairtending at Gaston Park. He was kind of irritating then but when I saw him today, we're impressed, he'e doing flairtending and he's really good for a kid like him. I can't even do what he just did this morning. that's it.


I'm out of here.

One of my most listened song of Silent Sanctuary.

Every time I heard this song, it makes me reminisce. Every lyrics of this song hits me like a thunderstorm. It seems that the songs is meant for me. haha! blah blah blah! It's a silly thought but, whatever. hehe! You know, I knew this guy once, he's sort of a friend? He just changed, like he doesn't know me at all. He used to be cool and sweet, crazy and fun, and everything. And now, I think we're done. haha

-It's so ironic. 

You like someone who doesn't like you and ignore those who does. haha! 

-this is not a funny story- 

Whoa! It's the last (Monday) week of June 2011. 

Today is the day, supposedly, we have class at 2:30 in the afternoon, I even hurried myself to catch the class, (I am a late comer) and our instructor hated it. But guess what? I was surprised when I found out he's not there, no! he can't make it because he's in the hospital, for whatever reason, we don't know. But anyway, that's okay. It was actually cool, (not that he's in the hospital) but the "no class" thing. hehe

And so we decided to have ice cream yet we end up ordering coca cola floats for Esthel, Casey and Rhamedan, while Janine had her favorite sundae and fries (sour and cream) and I had melon floats. While eating, we discuss a lot of things, well, just stuffs, boys, relationships and more =))
Esthel shared something a little bit about her love life and Casey and I talked about marriage. haha! crazy! We talked about marriage and love life. haha! So much for the chismis, out attention were all diverted to Rhamedan's activity-watching "funny videos" on youtube. Esthel and Rhams laughed the hardest, that even I was tempt to laughed with them. And so the time has come for us to leave the place because we still have a class and that we already stayed there long enough. hehe


It was one fine day indeed! Glad we made it! ^_^

Sorry, can't think of anything else to write. I'll try later after school. Maybe then my friends can help me decide.Ü

Every time I watch korean dramas I can't help but day-dreaming. haha! It's stupid, I know. But it's me. That's why as much as possible I would avoid watching "ASIA NOVELAS" especially drama and love stories. But it's just the same I can't help it. I can't help wasting my time watching those and day dreaming, wishing I am the lead actress and I have handsome guys fighting over me. I really wish things are like in movie series, happens in real thing. But it's not. Reality sucks, it's cruel. In reality there's torment and hell. There is no fairy tale, fairy tales are perhaps for fairies and unfortunately I'm not. I am not like Sookie Stakehouse of TRUE BLOOD who is part fairy and part human and has Bill and Eric fighting over her. Nor Elena of VAMPIRE DIARIES who were loved by day walkers Stephan and Damon and I am no-like Bella of TWILIGHT who has a bloodsucker-Edward and hot like a sun-Jacob. I am just me, with no prince in shining armor..so I will just watch korean dramas and day dream. haha!

1. Who am I?

-I am somebody's special someone. I believe that somewhere out there is destined to be with me who is also waiting for me for a while now.

2. Why I am here?

-I am here to be somebody's "star" to -grant that somebody's wish. I am here to enjoy life, make use of it and to make other people happy.

3. What is my purpose in Life?

-my purpose in life is simply to be happy. to learn and share it with others.

4. Where am I going?

-To my dream land. I still don't know where but I will find my way eventually.

5. When will I be happy/fulfilled?

-Actually, I am happy most of the time. And maybe I will be fulfilled if I crave of something or anything no more.

I'm awake now!

It's Saturday morning and I have no class! I love it.

But what to do? I'm still sleepy? I had a dream..hmm? maybe in the future I will become a photographer because in my dream Mike Sia (one of the best photographer) was there. I was his apprentice. hahaha! it was so funny! I tried taking photos of everything and he's teaching  me..-for free! imagine that! hahaha! guess I was lucky in my dream huh? hehe..and also, it't his DSLR that I used, because I don't have one. hahah! Now, I guess I need to have my breakfast :)

see you later..

2bcontinue..

Today is Friday.

My class started at nine am and I was late (again), but when I arrived at the classroom, we're like less than 10 students only..I felt relieved to know that M'Saab did check yet the attendance :)

And so the discussion went on..

During  our second period subject, almost everyone was excited. We're scheduled to debate something about "Cognitive and Behavioral Training" something like, was it really necessary to use the two methods or one method is enough already? And we're tasked to defend on "one method" is enough. As for an opening of the debate, Casey stood up for her first statement (for our group)..
-later on, the debate somehow became a personal battle. LOL

and then, lunch time..
Neil, Blair, Janine, Jyan and Allison had lunch together, I saw RJ eating burger and he told me he changed his number then I gave him my number. Then everyone ordered for themselves.

Over lunch we talked about what happened earlier. (off the record)

Last period..

-I spent almost 3 hours waiting for the 4pm warning bell.
-It's Culinary Arts subject..I know it should be interesting, but not for me. Gosh! I fell asleep..I was really bored and tired and all. Sir Ryan was discussing a lots of stuff and all I did was to copy and half listening while napping :D

-fin-

Papa's birthday and father's day celebration was a blast!

Yesterday, the whole family gathered together for once in a year celebration-father's day and 2-in-one birthday celebrations (bro and papa). 

It was definitely a blast! It was so nice of my aunt to even bother herself to prepare for everyone. Can't think of anything else to say..Family is always and will always be the best.Ü