February 26, 2012

Message That Left Me Hanging!

I don't have issues with people telling me that, but I think I deserve an explanation why in the world they want me out of their life all of the sudden. Right? I mean, what did I ever do to be in this situation? I kept asking myself that question that very moment I got his text. I was stunned. I froze myself wondering why he said that, why he sent that message. Why oh Why?

I can't think of anything or anything at all that will make him say that no matter how hard I try to recall things between us. The last thing I remember was, he would call on in the middle of my sleep (around 2am or 3am-that's morning already) and I was concerned about that. I was worried that something might had happen. If his okay or what since I never answered any of his calls just those times. Until we finally spoke, he said he dreamed of me and that woke him up and that's the reason he called. And that's it. We had a nice a conversation. He even told me he didn't know what to give me during graduation. I was surprised, really. I never thought he'd thought about that.


We never spoke for a while, no exchange messages, no phone calls, no chats, although, I've been such a nuisance with him sending him 'pm' in facebook because I wanted to put him in my resume as one my references, and I was asking what's his title but he never replied in any of those. That really confuses me. But I thought, maybe he's just busy or something. So, I let it go. 

And then one day, I got his text saying that I should not contact him anymore or in anyway which startled me until now. I don't know what to say, my reply was "ok" and then later, I asked.."Why?" but nothing, I got nothing. I don't know what happen. I don't know what to think or whatever. I then finally find myself blocking him in my facebook account thinking it's the best thing to do. 

I did the right thing, did I? I mean, what kind of friend would do that? What could be his reasons? I want to know what, why, how? oh! I'm gonna die thinking about that! Sucks. 

By the way, in case you're wondering. He's my friend, I mean, I guess? We're close. We share things, gossips and we've known each other for a while now. We're okay. He has a girlfriend by the way but I don't think it has something to do with his action. I don't know what changed him. I don't know what made him do that. He has his reasons, I know, but what could it be? Oh! kill me now!!! 

 If it was you guys? what could be your reasons?

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