This was the scene behind (a follow up post, as promised) the post last Dec. 29-Love Story In A Bottle Of Liquor. I promised I would upload the video I took/recorded when my roommates/classmates/friends got wasted over a bottle of vodka and beers.

This was last Christmas, remember we were in Manila that time for our on the job training and we had exchanged gifts and out of the 9 girls only me, Janine and Gladys (I think) did not drink, not even a sip of that liquor and beer. We just watched them whined up and go wasted. HAHA!

I think I had 5videos of these but let me share first this one. I tired so hard to translate this one but I can't. Although, I hope in the video will somehow give you the idea of what was happening..but while you play the video, I'll try to explain what's happening and who's in it.

That's Aiko, wearing the green sleeveless, then Titay was wearing the black one, helping out Sharisse (the one who's puking). That was Casey pointing her finger at me saying "Put that on Blog Mai Yang" (that's what I'm doing now) haha. I am so sorry guys, it's all in the past now, so, no big deal I guess? hehe.. You can hear people talking and what they're saying was "no one can know about this, okay?" HAHA. but, what? I just put it on blog, so bloggers? shhhhhhh..

It's Friday the 13th. Have a good one! ^_^

I've been sitting in front of the laptop for almost an hour now. I originally wanted to share how frustrated I am thinking about that person in my latest post. Yeah, I guess he read my post and I really felt bad about it. I mean, I know I shouldn't. But somehow, I felt bad for that person, but I don't feel sorry at all. I meant everything I said in my blog. I just didn't think he'd read it or whatever. I didn't mean to hurt him that's why instead of confronting him, I blogged it. But I guess it was a bad move. I should have just ignore him in the first place. Oh! I'm going crazy. 

Anyway, I just got back. I went out to meet two of my friends this afternoon-Matet and Rose. I had a 15minutes walk from our house to Rose's office (our meeting place). It was hot but it felt good. When I got there, I saw Rose talking to some of her clients discussing something about car issues and Matet arrived just a few seconds after. When Rose was finally done talking with her clients, we went to her office and waited until 5. We talked for a while, mostly about Rose's love life and Matet's soon to be "wedding". Fine, I'm out of the picture, I am not the marrying type so I have nothing to share about love life, instead, I shared about my travel obsession. hah!

When Rose dismissed herself from her work, she called her boss and asked if she could go home already, after one quick phone call, plan changed, instead of going to Rose's place, we went to see her boss and her boss treat us for dinner. How cool! haha. Alright. after dinner, her boss sends us to our different destinations, Matet to meet her other friend and me-home. Matet wanted to see Rose driving so she asked her if she could drive, good thing her boss allowed her, but actually, it wasn't that bad at all since Rose wasn't really a bad driver. I was even envious of her. I really wish I know how to drive. haha. So all I did was to admire her. haha. So that's it. 

After parting ways, on the way home, I realized I miss Matet already. Yes. The reason we met today is that, to say our last goodbye to Matet, to give her a kiss and a hug before she'll leave the country in two days. Things are starting to change after graduation yet I don't feel the same. Haha. Matet is leaving the country to marry the man he loves in two months time. Whoa. engagements are indeed everywhere! 

that's all. thank you. haha! 

Have you ever blocked someone on fb? 

deleted or unfriended someone perhaps on your friends list? If you did,

..mind telling me your reasons? 

Do you think you did the right thing? 

Does it make you feel better after all? 

Do you think you're being fair? 

How many people (as you can remember) did you block or unfriend/delete in fb?

Sigh.

I know I'm being childish. I've been feeling a little down lately and I swear it has nothing to do with me blocking or shutting people out in my fb account. I am not usually the "blocker" type. I even accepts friend requests even if I don't know the person thinking that the reason he/she adds me because he/she wants to know me. Also, as long as we do have friends in common, that's okay. 


I am not sure what to feel if someone will unfriend me on fb or worst, block me. Oh! Yeah, I was unfriended with someone I met almost a year now, we had a huge misunderstanding and then I later found out that he unfriended me, yet, instead of feeling bad about it, I felt the contrary, because I was really thinking of blocking him also but he just happen to did it first, which was  a good thing. Aye? No need to expound the details. It was a very bad experience :)

Oh no! My memory was wrong. I wast unfriended  with other 3 different guys (that makes the guy above the 4th one).  They were my friends. HAHA! but the funny thing was, when I asked them, they have no idea about it. So, it turned out, it wasn't them who really blocked and unfriended me, it was their gfs. LOL

This first quarter of the year, I already blocked 4 friends in my friends list. I can't believe it!
to think that the two of them were my closest friends, who just happened to be a guy. The other one was a no friend of mine, the last one was sort of a friend on line. 

• The first guy I blocked on fb was a friend of mine. I mentioned my reason in this post. who still my friend in my other account. haha! but I deactivated my other account so, I don't need to block him again.
• the second and the third are partners. details are not to be tackled for now.
• the last one..(THE MAIN REASON WHY MY MOOD WAS RUINED LAST NIGHT)

He keeps sending me messages in Italian. I find it annoying since I don't speak nor understand Italian. but thanks to google :) At first he thought I was a poser. That I am guy pretending to be a girl and been using other's identity or something. I swear I got mad but eventually I kind of get his point, maybe he really just wanna make sure he's making friends with someone who really exist or true or something. But he's becoming really weird, he's talking about love, admiration or whatever, he's sending me videos and all. He's not obsess but the way I understand his messages, I think he likes me or I don't know. It was flattering at first and then later I find it annoying. He sends me messages non-stop and I hate it! So, I blocked him. And yesterday, someone sent me this.. 

ciao sono un parente di severino giovanni e lui voleva sapere il motivo per cui lui non ti ha più tra gli amici 

Can you believe it?!!! 

 

Yeah, I know. He must be wondering why in the hell he can't find me on fb but you know, I haven't answered any of his messages anymore, well, I did a few times, saying sorry and that I don't have time with him and that I don't think we have to talk since we can't understand each other because he doesn't speak English and I really don't like talking to him and stuff. At least with that I thought he'd get my point, that I really don't like talking to him anymore, but he's persistent, no matter how many times I told him in Italian that, he still doens't stop sending me messages, so I BLOCKED HIM. and yeah, I was thinking of blocking that someone (who claimed to be his relative) who sent me that message above. 

I just hope he will not make another account or pretend to be someone else to add me again because I really had enough of his dramas. I'm being mean but I'm really annoyed of his action. I can't take it anymore :(

Oh! what a tiring holy week. 

Do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you.

Do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you.

I guess I was in high school when I first heard of this quote, or maybe not, perhaps, I heard it earlier than high school yet I didn't really understand a thing about what it meant until I was in high school or so or whatever. 

This quote isn't really my most favorite quote but I have this in mind for a long time now (well, one reason I just don't ignore suitors or people) and a part of me was shouting of injustice for a few weeks now. 

Why?

Okay.

One thing I hate the most is being ignored. I mean, especially with someone whom you call a friend. Ignored in the sense that, he won't answer your calls, won't reply in your messages for no reason at all. It drives me crazy every time someone will do that. It bothers me, really. I mean, I'm really not the type of person who will just shut up for no valid reason (unless you will ask me nicely) and won't just let go of something that causes much trouble with my relationship with others easily. I always wanna know why things have to change between us, what causes the changed and why it has to happen?

So, the thing is, I hate ignoring my friends even if I'm not in the mood or whatever. I would always tell them, "not now" or usually, it can be written all over my face and I don't need to tell them. I also don't just ignore suitors, sometimes I would befriended them and make them feel that we can't be more than friends, or whatever again. 

I was ignored once with someone (years back), I mentioned about this in my previous post but I chose to put it on draft so no one can read it anymore since I wanna put it all behind. Part of that memory was my most desperate moment. I had my midterm exams and chose to skip it because I was preoccupied with stuff. I was glad I had Tess with me when it all happened. It somehow lessen the burden I was feeling because she was there to listen. She accompanied me to confront that someone but it didn't go well. I mean, I didn't confront the guy. I went to see him, I did see him though. He was somewhere near, in an internet shop-playing. What I did first was call (on the phone) him while I was looking at him from the outside. He just looked at his phone and continued playing, from that scene, I decided to drop everything behind. It was just too much to bear. We were having a good time catching up and just like a wind, he disappeared. 

But things were settled then.

I told myself I will never do that someone since I don't want anyone to feel what I felt before. I don't what that to happen to me that's why I never did it to anyone I know. It's simple as that. I was certain about that thought when I said that but suddenly..

I realized, things changed..

I just did it.."been ignoring someone for few days now"

Someone asked me to ignore him, and because that someone means so much to me, I can't say no.

I have my reasons though. I know it was for the best. I have no right to say it's for his best but it's the best for us, for all of us. He's getting too attached and for the eyes of many I became the bad person. I am confident I'm not. No details. HAHA! But something really made me decide to cut it off. No explanations needed. I just blew him off just like that. I know he must be wondering why, though, I also hope he'll get my point. And I know he will. It doesn't matter now if he'll hate me for what I did but I know one day he'll thank me for doing that. I just think that things will not be fix if I'm there for him to listen. He doesn't need a friend at this moment, he needs his behalf to sort things out and not a friend like me, definitely not me. He needs to realize that. And I hope he does..

I know we individuals have principles in life. We live by each principles. But let's not be a prisoner to that. Every thing change. Everyone one change. We changed. It's not a crime to change your principle as well. You should live with an open mind, with possibilities, with change. Life is a constant change.

Lols. I dunno why I came up with change. I don't even know if I blog it right either. I just hope you'll understand this post. haha. I kinda mess up right know and I don't know if I was able to deliver my thoughts the way everyone could understand. I HOPE I DID. If not, please complain. haha!

Your comment with my last post was overwhelming and I can't just ignore it. Thank you. I honestly believed I could get through this. I'm tough :) I love myself too much to do something stupid about it. I was just a little bit skeptical with things lately and been thinking really weird stuffs and it's creepy. I've been moody, mean and unreasonable. I easily get annoyed even with petty jokes which isn't so me. I used to be carefree, happy and wild but change is definitely inevitable. It's eating me up and I find it really hard to adjust. I just need to unwind and to blog. hehe ^_^

I've been longing to share this video to you guys. Dominic made this video version last valentine's day. It's really cute. You will see in the video how much effort he put into this song and how difficult this must be for him. But alas! it came out really cool :D So, I hope you'll find time to check it out. I swear, he has no knowledge about this and I don't think he'd mind though. I wish one day someone will make this kind of video for me. haha! 

Anyway, that's it. Yesterday was kinda tough for me, I don't wanna go into details but I was glad my cousin was so persistent and she got me do something against my will. haha! 

Oh! Maybe some other time, I will share to you what happened last night during the (I don't know the exact term) -when the guy ask the girl's parents of her hand for marriage-sorta! haha..we call it "PAMANHIKAN" in FILIPINO or whatever. hehe..I still don't have the pictures since we used my cousin's camera and she's out for some outing activity :D


I hope you had a great weekend everyone :D 


xoxo

Ever since I was a kid, the only thing I look forward to was my college graduation. And now it’s finally over, I don’t know what else to look ahead.  I can’t see any bright lights, only blurry images. Lol. I’m starting to feel really scared. 

What will I do? 

No one’s got my back anymore  I was thinking of just getting myself killed so I won’t have to think things over and over again. Haha. Yeah, sometimes, I do think that way. I know I don’t have the guts to do it but it fear me that someday due to stress I might actually commit suicide. All I need is some research which one provides less pain and agony. Haha!
Oh! I really don’t know what to do..

Anyway, my friend Matet is leaving in weeks now, off to Germany to marry the man she loves. Whoa, proposals are everywhere and so are engagements, it’s envious, everyone’s happy with their love life and I’m not! It’s unfair! Lols. I’m kidding. I’m actually happy being single and free. To settle down is the last thing I have in mind. I might tie the knot when I’m really out of my mind. Haha..so, watch out! ^_^

To tell you the truth. I’m bored. I submitted a few resumes to different companies and received no response. I mean, got some scheduled interviews but it's too urgent. Can't be rush. I still have lots of things to do before I will drawn myself to an actual battle with life. Ugh. I’m feeling so upset now. Omg. My happy thoughts, where have you gone? 
 
Hay. I’ll just have to leave you with this smile 
 
Have a good day everyone. ^_^

I finally got my diploma. la la la la la..^_^

All my sleepless nights of feasibility studies has finally paid off with this framed diploma in my hand given to me by our school president last Sunday. Yipeeee! 

If you missed my hooding ceremony and baccalaureate mass (last Saturday) post, see it here-click me! 

Hay! After 10 years of studying in college, 4 courses took into 4 different schools, Lourdes College finally became my Alma Mater and blah blah blah..

Okay, so, let's not go into details anymore. ^_^

Let me just do the usual. 

PHOTOS!!!

GRADUATION DAY! 

My Sunday morning with my pretty neice-Xin2x :)

In school with Neil and Alexis..

Neil, Alexis and Me ;-)

while waiting for our assembly time. (Graduation March)

Block A: The Survivors :)

..the crowd inside the AUDITORIUM

where is Me? :)

My seatmate <Jilla Mae>

As I went up stage to get my hard-earned diploma ^_^

Graduates of 2012 :-)

 Awardees

 Up Stage after the graduation ceremony. Time for picture taking. Oh! so crowded.

 

  With Friends..

Nico, Janine and My family..

with my pretty sis and my handsome big bro! ^_^

still Friends..

with Biatch :)

look at us. O_O

I will miss everyone for sure..

HOME @LAST :)

with my sister, father and uncle and my niece :D

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This is a scheduled post. My apology for missing some posts everyone. I will catch up as soon as possible :D

Thank you!

Before anything else, I would like to take this opportunity to thank everyone here in the blogsphere for journeying with me throughout my last year in college. To my followers, readers, commenters, stalker (you know who you are! stop tweeting and please come back to fb!) and friends. A HUGE-THANK YOU! 

So here's what happen last Saturday, March 24, 2012 :)

Hooding Ceremony and Baccalaureate Mass

See our faces? Gosh! some of my classmates make were ruined just before the mass begun. Hahay!

But before we went to our respected places for hooding ceremony, we kinda sneak out for pictorials (at the lobby and backdoor). Hehe. Somethings just don't change. BS in Hotel and Restaurant Management section BLOCK A are the most vain and most camera freak out of the 2012 batches =) Our world stops every time we hear someone says, "okay, SMILE"

we love each other <3, I mean, I think so. HAHA!

Batch 2012

Hooding Ceremony :)

I would say, among every one in my family, it's my father who's most proud of me. He told me before, he will not expect me to graduate anymore, but here he is, in my hooding ceremony :)


who would believe I would make it this far? HAHA.

St. Augustine's Church: Baccalaureate Mass. before and after 

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So finally, after 6months of waiting, I have hold of my yearbook photos already and I don't like it! really! but compared to the others, mine was a little bit okay. 

okay, here it is..

you do the judging :D

 So, what can you say? :(

Hello again! 

Just got home from our graduation practice (again) and I'm tired, sleep and totally drained. I just wish graduation will be over soon. T_T I'm really sick of all these practices. Pretty weird huh? When everyone's feeling so excited with the graduation, here I am complaining. But anyway, I am so glad I have a blog where I can whine up without others noticing it and feel better about it every time. 

Oh! so much for words, here's what we did last Monday :)

I'm not sure if I did mention the "job fair" thing organized by the school for our benefits which was by the way taken for granted by other graduate candidates (the very reason why our OJT moderator got really mad at us) because the graduates never bothered to submit their applications and others didn't even show up to the job fair. It was awful seeing those HR officer waiting for someone to apply and yet no one's coming in inside the classroom. 

Wait. I did apply by the way and she said I'll just have to keep my line open and blah blah blah. I dunno if she will really give a call or whatever but at least I tried, aye?

So, once again..

Let's see what happened on that Monday morning =)

See that girl? That's Janine signing up! She submitted 3 resumes to 3 different companies, of course, while I submitted one only :)

While Janine's inside that room having her interview, a few students came to take a peek on what's going on, half hoping they could get something for their advantage.

@the hallway when I saw these two guys :)

Me, Jyan (in tie) and RJ

in the hallway with this girl who just went out from the room laughing..LOL-I wonder why?

This is Esthel, remember her? the one who sang the song "Super Bass?"

while taking a break.

the guard! hehe..we're own our way out to go to Medical Hospital to visit Nico Chan! ^_^

oh! there he is. It's Nico suffering stomach pain that turned out to be "Amoeba"

three musketeers. haha!

there's THEM (and there's me taking the pic-great! the batch 2012 :)

hands forward! haha

Mai and Claire_Esthel (alone)_Neil and Mona

the quadrangle: starting point before we march ourselves on the way to the church this Saturday during the baccalaureate mass.

Last but not the least..

Jilla's undying smile :), at the backstage>quadrangle>hallway

 and the END :)

Last practice tomorrow! Yey! ^_^