August 11, 2012

I'm Hopeless!

I just got home from my interview.

It totally ruined my day. Gosh! I just hate myself so much! I've been in to a lot of interviews and I learned nothing. I was doing okay on the way and then everything just went black. I didn't even have the chance to apply everything I've learned in my training. The exaggeration of the mouth when pronouncing a word/s, tongue positioning, how to read it properly and blah blah blah. I was lost! I couldn't even deliver my answer appropriately. I stammer, my hands were sweating and trembling at the same time. I had everything (in mind) in control. I only need to speak with confidence, with smile and proper pronunciation and I fucked up! I freaked out!!! I got one chance and I blew it. Threw it all away just like that. Shit! Shit! Shit! I hate me!!! I really really really hate myself right now!!! Gosh!!! When can I ever get things right?!!! Ugh! 

screw this day!!!


I love you guys. xx


  1. I'm sorry that the interview didn't go as planned Mai, I bet you it wasn't as bad as you thought though, I'm pretty sure of that, you're an awesome person and things will look up, hope you feel better :)

  2. I do that all the time so you're not alone. I'm sure it wasn't as bad as you thought! Feel better soon <3 x

  3. I'm sorry babe! I bet it went better than you think. Your talent, intelligence and charm shined through even if you don't feel like it did.


  4. I'm sorry that the interview didn't go as planned. I know you might feel that you did BAD, but trust me, sometimes we over think things. I bet you did fine although you stammered or felt bad with all the details. :)

    I know you'll do better next time. Don't give up!

  5. I'm sorry Mai ): but heyt, cheer up, it's not the end of the world!

  6. more chance pa....darating din ang para sa iyo.....huwag lang panghinaan ng loob...

  7. It reminds me of my first time publicly speaking. You just need more practice at this stuff before you're more confident and able to do better.

  8. Aww, Mai Yang! don't lose hope. Marami pang chance na darating. It's not the end of everything yet. How about practicing in front of the mirror?


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