We finally started our graduation song practices last Monday (I think I've been mentioning this a lot) and so far, so good..

yet boring. 

I mean, I have to get up early and arrive school late.

How awesome! right? haha!

Here's a sneak peek inside the Mother Ignacia Hall (where we did our series of practies) I took this morning.

You see. In the HRM Program, we only have few gentlemen and here they are with their (I have no idea) finger sign :)

THE BOYS YO!

this is what they do during the practice :)

that's Neil with his "yeah, I'm _____" pose :)

in the middle is Mrs. Peralta (conductor) and beside her is Jyan (a friend of mine) who's helping her out teaching us the songs :)

whoa! there's "Onin" so engrossed with the practice (I guess) *clap clap*

Sharisse and Jilla

just nothing :)

And lastly! As promised I will share to you a much more clearer image of me with my curly hair since the one I shared in previous post (Morning Me. Bored Me. Worried Me. All Me =)) was kinda dark, blurry, grainy and blah blah blah..(see the difference now? I mean, me, previously and now?) -I mean, whatever..^_^

so, 

behold..

hehe..gosh. posting my pics makes me feel a little (only a little?) bit vain. sucks! but anyway, for the sake of blogging! I'm embracing vanity! hahahaha!

You see? No matter how much worried I am with my life now and how stressful my upcoming graduation is, I can still manage to take a photo of myself upon waking up with my most sincere smile =)) *wink*

How cool is that? 

with DEXTER baby :)

Too vain, you think? :)


Yes? :(

No? :) -Awesome! hehe..

Yes. I'm starting to really get pretty worried about how my life would turn out as I will be facing life, perhaps alone, after graduation. And I don't think I can make it on my own :(, but I have no choice. I should have done this long ago. I mean, being independent. Living my own life at my own expense and such. You know what I mean, aye? :)


Oh! weary thoughts!!!! kill me.

Oh! by the way, did you know that I got a new hair style? I'm not really sure if this one makes any different at all. I mean, I went to a SALON today and curled my hair. HAHA! That's me when bored :)

I tried to take some shots using the webcam but I don't think it will show up clearly, though, I'll try to upload some other better quality next time :D

lol, I don't think you can actually see the difference, right? haha. Well, I thought so. When I look at myself in the mirror, I look the same. sad :(

still can't see the difference? oh! that's awful. haha! 

 So, that was me saying. I'm bored :D

Oh! another graduation practice tomorrow :(( I hate it! tsk!


I'm catching up some posts. be right back :) 


xoxo

Hello Everyone! Sorry. I've been off for days. I've been busy with my clearance, graduation applications and some finishing touches before graduation fall. 

Plus, 

Today, we had our Recollection day, which is weird because we already have our retreat and I thought that if you're done with your retreat it's okay not to have a recollection anymore. But we're thinking, maybe they push through with the recollection thing because last semester we kinda complained about paying the recollection fee and the retreat fee yet we only had the retreat.

Yeah, oh! in case you missed our retreat, here's the link click to view our retreat :)

Btw, here's what we did today :)

So I started my day early as unusual because I have to be in school at 8am. I woke up around 7am, had my breakfast and coffee and a few pics with my niece who just went downstairs to see me off :) 

Recollection Proper

We were ask to graph the peaks and valleys of our life. In the Y-axis is the rate (top-down), Excellent, Very Good, Good, Fair and Poor, X-axis is your age. It's like, rating your life as you grow up-blah blah blah.

my drawing is awful! haha

Followed by the DRAWING SESSION! 

Draw anything that symbolizes your lifeline. 

I did some crazy drawings here =))

Oops! No texting and talking! shh..haha

 LUNCH BREAK

AFTERNOON SESSION

Oh! the Sister was mad when she noticed that almost half of the class were gone missing and skipped the afternoon session. bad students! haha

O_O Meditating or sleeping? hehe ^_^

See? What do you expect? It's afternoon. Nap time!!! But atleast they came, aye?

Last activity was..

LOVE LETTER FROM GOD :)

We wrote a letter to ourselves as if it was God's message for us. 

-fin-

You know what we did yesterday? :D

Swimming! ^_^

Two years back.

We (my circle of friends) went to this resort that is around 20 minutes (more or less) away from the city. We were 6 then. Everyone in the circle were still studying, all were in sophomores.

Ailyn and Matet graduated first since they enrolled only associate in Hotel and Restaurant Management, then followed my Rhel (last year) and now Janine and I are graduating while Grace will probably graduate next March, year is tentative though. LOLS.

Yesterday, we visited the place again, this time, it's a minus one. It was a last minute invitation from Grace and Rhel (who arrived first in the resort). Matet couldn't make it because she just arrived to her workplace and punched-in her time already. So, she can't escape. Me and Janine were in the middle of "signing our clearance and graduation application" and was with classmates "window shopping" in the mall was having second thought of following them (Grace and Rhel), we're thinking of ditching the invitation but it's too tempting. Plus, when I called Ailyn and asked if she's going, (who by the way was nearby-in the bank to run some errands) she said yes and skipped her work to meet us in the mall and we bought swim wears. haha. just those cheaper ones, and later turned out that the shorts she (Ailyn) bought was too small for her and when she really pulled the shorts up to fit her, it tore apart. hahaha!

but anyway, 

What I really want to share to you is that, somethings just never change, aye?

Try to check if you can see some differences with these people on the photos after 2 years?

Well, except for Janine, I think the rest stay the same :D Physically :D

match the images and see who changed a lot.

 Last time, it was Matet and I who did not join the girls in the pool. Yesterday, it was Rhel. 

Etc.

Haha. So much for the guts huh? :D

Well, the only reason I share this on blog because there's no chance that I will upload this pics on fb.

Why? I guess you know why. HAHA!

Nothing to do :D

I know you won't understand a thing-sorry. hehe

O_O oh! ugliest, and craziest moment with my little (that is taller than me) sister. ^_^

Most embarrassing face dance! =p

Whoa. I miss posting pics with my classmates. Ever since the second semester, we've been busy with OJT requirements and OJT itself and so we find it hard to be together and have fun together, not until last Wednesday plus last Wednesday :D

Finally OJT's from Cagayan de Oro, Cebu City and Manila City meet all at once :D 


Like I mentioned in my previous post, we're kinda busy for our graduation application and clearance-blah blah blah. Lots of papers to be sign, fill and answer. sucks!


Like this one?

That's our application for graduation. But see that paper on the top left? Yeah. We need to answer that one before the Guidance sign our application. Mind you! We did not answer 1 paper only but I guess it was around 5 with lots of questions about self assessment, school activities satisfactory and much more and I'm telling you! maybe, 2/10 only answered it seriously, mm..that makes it 3/10 including me, btw :)

But anyway, this was 2 weeks ago during HRM day. There were activities, competition but since I did not bring with me my camera, I can let you show what happened really. In these photos (on the right side), we're waiting for the "Flairtending" competition to start. Unlike last year's event, I'd say, this year was sort of a failure because only few numbers of students were there to participate. Sad, but true.

Pics on the left was taken during proper competition in flairtending. That was a good spot for us because we can see the whole performance thing-flawlessly. Too bad, again, to say that I didn't managed to even record one performance. Oh! no. first time :(

Another pics were taken during snack time :D This was after the event. We didn't wait for announcement of winners, instead, we straight ahead to McDo to eat. yay! I only had coffee and the rest had their McFloat :D

 Outside McDo :)


-going home ^_^

And then last Wednesday during our Symposium. ^_^ 

Another food trip..get to know them :)
this time @ GREENWICH :)

Thanks!
Oh! If you wanna see an old post/s about them, check it out here :) since July, 2011..^_^
Things we do during class :) Laughter is the best medicine :D and another Greenwich post :)
See you next week! ^_^

Oh! it's the game of tag once again. and one of the prettiest and sexiest blogger It's a Girl Thing tagged me in this "Get To Know Me" game. 

The rules are simple:

1. Post these rules.

2. You must post 11 random things about yourself

3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post

4. Create 11 new questions for the people you tag to answer.

5. Go to their blog and tell them that you've tagged them.

6. No stuff in the tagging section about 'you are tagged if you are reading this' You have to tag 11 peeps.

11 Random Things About Me

    1. I'm a coffee addict.
    2. I love M&M's so much.
    3. I hate snakes. Even the image of it disgust me.
    4. I currently like someone and I don't know how to tell him. Or if I should even tell him about it. ^_^
    5. I can sleep all day and skip all meals but still feel happy.
    6. I love traveling and taking pictures.
    7. I am dying to be in love!
    8. I love Korean and Japanese movie and drama series.
    9. I love dogs but I'm afraid of them.
    10. I had 5 boyfriends but kissed only 3. (one of them wasn't my bf)
    11. I love blogging so much!

My answers to my tagger's questions ;-)

1. Who is your fashion Icon? I forgot her name. But she's that model from the Korean version of "NEXT TOP MODEL"
2. What turns you on about the opposite sex? smile
3. What is the last movie you've watched? Ghost Rider
4. What are the most important 3 things in your life? Things? money, clothes, gadgets? hehe..correct me if I'm wrong. ^_^
5. Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Vanessa Hudgens or Demi Lovato? Miley
6. What is your favorite fruits? Mango, Orange, Pineapple
7. What is beauty? Beauty is in me. Haha
8. What is your most treasured memory? I'd say, my memories with John
9. What are your three most good important qualities? This is kinda tough since I don't think I have any..wait! I asked a friend, he said..persistent, creativity (which is a case to case bases. hehe) and lastly, he said voice! hahaha! well, someone told me I have a good voice, but that doesn't mean I can sing :D
10. If you could have any job in the world, what would it be? a stewardess :D (too bad I'm too short to even dream of it. haha)
11. Are you a night owl or a morning person? night :D

My Questions.

1. Why do think you're tagged in this game?
2. What is your ideal girl/guy?
3. What turns you off (girl/guy)?
4. Do you believe in love and marriage?
5. What would you do if you only have 24hours left in your life?
6. If you're to travel somewhere, name 3 persons you wanna bring along with and where?
7. When was your first kiss and who?
8. What do you hate the most in a person?
9. Who do you look up to the most?
10. How do you see yourself 5 years from now?
11. If you have something to say to the tagger (that is me), what would it be? :D

Tag goes to these following awesome bloggers/reader that I love so much :D sorry to bother you with this ^_^ xoxo :)

Henry of A 1Tofu Life

Tim of A Lunatic Pope Dot Com

The Ever Gorgeous Bessie of Bravoe Runway

Mark of The Rambling Person

Matty of Matthew's Blog

Marcus of Life of Cray

Xan of When My Vain Brain Stirs

Jobelle of Diaries of an Indistinctive Writer

Ile Odarod of A Hint Of Sunlight

Ryan of The Soulhunted

and my last tag goes out to the one and only  

Janine of I'm Not A Blogger, I'm Just A Reader :)

Graduation Day!

After 10 years in college I will finally march myself up stage to receive my diploma. I honestly am not excited about it. I fear that my life would turn upside down after graduation. That things won't go the way I perceive it to be. I'm not afraid of failures-I failed too many times already. Another failure means nothing to me now. I am more afraid of disappointments from my family. I am no good at handling responsibilities, neither to take care of other but myself. I don't know what to do and what will I become after graduation. All I know is that, I have to look for a job, stabilize myself and live my life the way I always wanted it to be! hooray!!!

I understand my last post: Message That left Me Hanging has raised a lot of confusions to everyone. I missed some details that leads to false assumptions and for that, my apology. To clear this out, I'd like to say that his gf is out of the picture. He really was the one who sent that message. He did it for some reasons that I swear has nothing to do with any romantic feelings. He thought it's for the best. I'd rather not go into details but rest assured he has no intentions of confounding me neither hurt me in anyways. He made his explanations but as much as I wanna share it to you, I think I would just keep it to myself, as the saying goes "some words are better left unsaid (as for me to you)" lol. Sorry if I have to keep you off from the details (I know, I owe you that one) but I think, I will just do what I was told to do. "Not to contact him in anyway anymore"

For what it's worth, I'd like to say thank you for all your honest opinions. Guys! You're truly the best!

Precautions: I posted a photo to show that this upcoming topic is sort of relevant to my previous post (but it's not connected somehow), so as not to screw things up. This post was composed last week but I was out of words and I kept editing it, changing and stuff and then finally decided to published just now. So, please don't think too much. ^_^

I'm a spoiled brat. I admit. I'm guilty of that. In my circle of friends (the other set; with guys) I used to be pampered. I am the princess, the only girl, the youngest, the star. All ears and eyes are on me. I don't need to clamor for attention. I have their attention. I used to be the apple of their eyes...

..and then she came along.

The Girlfriend

Girlfriend is defined to be "female acquaintance or romantic companion" compared to a friend with only one adjective-companion.

You know that feeling when one of your friends get romantically involved with another person? The feeling that you're left alone.

Neglected. 

Unattended. 

Forlorn.

Ignored. 

You feel like you are being abandoned and that you are companionless. When they start being unavailable with you and your drama issues? When things start to change because of her. All you just wanted to do is to choke that girlfriend to death! *I'm KIDDING* lols

The Story 

(My boy-friend and I)

I have a friend, a close friend, a guy. We spend time together all the time. He was the best. Until one day, things changed. I seldom see him around the campus. He starts avoiding me. He ignore my calls and he doesn't reply to my messages anymore. It's strange. He isn't the type. He knows I hate being ignored. It pisses me off. He knows I'll get mad. He knows it. But he didn't mind. So I confronted him the first chance I got. And then he said, it was his girlfriend who told him not to see me again. He didn't wanna argue with her that's why he did it. It was a foolish idea, I thought. I would never do that to my boyfriend. It's unfair. Besides, it's his friends. I am his friend. I wouldn't asked him to desert all his friends for me. I mean, c'mon! She should be more considerate, not to mention the fact that I met him first before she did. Right? 

So to avoid complications, I gave way (for him). I tried to befriend her (his gf) but she's too classy and well, maybe, she really didn't like me (that's why). She thinks I'm flirt! That I'm flirting with his boyfriend. She thinks I'm a threat. Jeez! Get a life girl. I mean, whatever..

(My ex-boyfriend and I) 

This is funny. The reason I included this one in my story it was because I recently had a talk with him (my x, you'll get to know him in my next post). He's currently working abroad. We seldom talk because his gf deleted me in his facebook account which by the way I find very very annoying yet entertaining at the same time. Annoying because I'll be outdated with his life, like I care that much? but after we broke up (which turned out we didn't) we still wanna be updated with each others life of course. You know, to see how things work out for us after the separation. Who moved on first and blah blah? haha..To make fun of each others update and stuff like that. Just like that. Just to bug each other. Nothing else.

 So what happen now, we'd chat thru skype/ym without his gf's knowledge.

So my point is, gf's! please, don't be such a bitch. Not because I am your bf's xgirlfriend doesn't mean your bf and I can't be friends anymore. Okay? If you'll do that more often, you'll just push him to the edge. See what happen now? We still keep in touch without you knowing it because he's afraid you might freak out again! That's what you get if you'll let your jealousy win. Enough already. Just be cautious. You don't need to be mean or you don't need him to make a choice between you and me. Of course, I wouldn't mind if he'll choose you over me, that's alright. But let's not complicate things. We need friends. Let's not deprive our partners with that. Let's respect each others boundary especially if you know very well that "romance" is totally out of the picture. Well, not unless if you're not confident you could keep him still with me around, huh?.. *evil grin*

So here's for you ladies.."there must be a reason why your boyfriend isn't mine or isn't hers" okay? so, chill out! There's no way I'm gonna rob your boyfriend, okay? If ever, you think, I will. Then stop me. Let's have a girl-girl talk. May the best girl win =))

Alright, lastly..

Trust him. Don't let your jealousy rule over you, or it will eat you piece by piece and will leave with nothing but every piece of it-torn apart.

DO NOT CONTACT ME IN ANYWAY ANYMORE!

I don't have issues with people telling me that, but I think I deserve an explanation why in the world they want me out of their life all of the sudden. Right? I mean, what did I ever do to be in this situation? I kept asking myself that question that very moment I got his text. I was stunned. I froze myself wondering why he said that, why he sent that message. Why oh Why?

I can't think of anything or anything at all that will make him say that no matter how hard I try to recall things between us. The last thing I remember was, he would call on in the middle of my sleep (around 2am or 3am-that's morning already) and I was concerned about that. I was worried that something might had happen. If his okay or what since I never answered any of his calls just those times. Until we finally spoke, he said he dreamed of me and that woke him up and that's the reason he called. And that's it. We had a nice a conversation. He even told me he didn't know what to give me during graduation. I was surprised, really. I never thought he'd thought about that.

Later..

We never spoke for a while, no exchange messages, no phone calls, no chats, although, I've been such a nuisance with him sending him 'pm' in facebook because I wanted to put him in my resume as one my references, and I was asking what's his title but he never replied in any of those. That really confuses me. But I thought, maybe he's just busy or something. So, I let it go. 

And then one day, I got his text saying that I should not contact him anymore or in anyway which startled me until now. I don't know what to say, my reply was "ok" and then later, I asked.."Why?" but nothing, I got nothing. I don't know what happen. I don't know what to think or whatever. I then finally find myself blocking him in my facebook account thinking it's the best thing to do. 

I did the right thing, did I? I mean, what kind of friend would do that? What could be his reasons? I want to know what, why, how? oh! I'm gonna die thinking about that! Sucks. 

By the way, in case you're wondering. He's my friend, I mean, I guess? We're close. We share things, gossips and we've known each other for a while now. We're okay. He has a girlfriend by the way but I don't think it has something to do with his action. I don't know what changed him. I don't know what made him do that. He has his reasons, I know, but what could it be? Oh! kill me now!!! 

 If it was you guys? what could be your reasons?